:-(
I hate feeling pathetic. That awful in-between when something is wrong but nothing is wrong. I just want to go somewhere, do something, be with someone. I can't tell you the last phone I got, because no one calls me. Except Mom. I guess everybody's lives are so busy. I understand, but I still have that out-of-touch feeling where no one is reaching out to me and I'm tired of reaching out to them. After a while, I forget to, too. And I want a hug. It's the most ridiculous, childish need, but I can't really remember my last hug. I think it was my mom on my birthday. I want to be near someone, in the same car with them, talking about anything. I feel sad. Not 'woe-is-me' or self-pity or anything. Just sad. And that's weird for someone who has depression. It's not the heavy depressed feeling, the feel sorry for me feeling. Sad.