Jul 02, 2007 16:50
So, I've been in denial about this for over a year now, but I think the truth of the matter is that I just don't want to draw anymore. I don't know. I just don't want to draw anymore. Which is bad because I'm going to art school in less than two months.
I feel sick and tired all the time now. I don't like going to concerts anymore because standing makes my legs and feet hurt and I can't stay awake long enough to enjoy the headliner by the time they come on.
Sometimes I think, 'This is all because you're in a relationship and you've got to choose one or the other,' but I don't think that's true. I stopped wanting to draw right before we graduated and it never came back still hasn't come back yet.
I'm not really sure what to do. I just wish the want to draw would come back.