Arrived at the point where I can't cry even if I wanted to
So Cory and I broke up on Thursday. He was just being a complete jerk and I can't emotionally deal with it anymore. And it turns out he was just gonna dump me Tuesday anyways. Nice huh? I just don't understand what makes me so undesirable. Why guys feel like it's ok to push me off to the side or put me down. When I'm with some one, I show all the care and affection in the world for them. And not really in a clingy way either. If I can tell they want space I'll gladly give them space. But I always want to be close to them.
Another thing I don't understand is guys falling completely in love with girls who don't really give a damn about them. What is so hot about that?
I'm just tired of pointless relationships and hook ups. I want to be with that guy I'm suppose to be with for the rest of my life. (if he even exists) I'm fed up with being alone. I want to love with all my heart and be loved in return.
Another thing I don't understand is guys falling completely in love with girls who don't really give a damn about them. What is so hot about that?
I'm just tired of pointless relationships and hook ups. I want to be with that guy I'm suppose to be with for the rest of my life. (if he even exists) I'm fed up with being alone. I want to love with all my heart and be loved in return.