Am I doomed to be miserable?
So... I got a voice mail and a text message from Adam today. He said he knows I don't want to talk to him but he wanted to wish me a happy halloween. What the hell is up with that? It just hurts to think about him. It will go away if I keep on ignoring him right? I sure hope so cause I just want to move on. I have a few crushes, but any time he comes to mind it just seems to ruin things. Take tonight for example. One of my guy friends who says he likes me came over, did everything that would normally turn me on, but then I see an army commercial and I just don't want to do anything any more. Hell, if he touches me, or looks at me in a way Adam would I get uncomfortable. I just want to heal and have him out of my thoughts and stop waiting to feel better.