Sep 08, 2009 12:23
First off, an explaination. I have a habit of doing these weird mental visualisation things where i form shapes and spin them and stick them together and stuff. I know i'm strange. So i was doing that recently, and the form of it this time was a system of discs that i'd throw at each other so they go through each other, then get pulled back towards each other. While i was doing this, I was kind of falling asleep. I think i slipped with it or something, because on one of the coming back bits, it sort of...i dunno, "stuck" and exploded in my head. I had a feeling like what i think touching a light socket would feel like. I say "i think" because i'm not dumb enough to actually try that. Or maybe touching the sides in Operation...So anyway, i wake up, adrenaline pounding through me, and i'm kind of shaking a bit. I kind of am feeling like something "happened" so i go and ask my mom if she "felt anything weird just now" and she says she felt something like electricity go out the window. So at that point, i'm like "oh shit." To explain, my mother has some weird...energy...stuff going on with her. watches stop around her, and stuff. so if she says she felt some energy, i kind of am inclined to believe her.
I kind of don't really think i "did something", but something did happen. A storm had been going on for a few days off and on, so maybe it was lightning in the house. It's happened before. It would explain the "gaaah oh fuck" feeling i woke up with. That would be pretty cool. I got struck by lightning :D
other stuff is...the same. On a positive note, i found a hair tie that can double as a cockring. it's thick enough that it doesn't bite into the skin and big enough to wrap around well and sturdy. I took some pics, it's awesome.
Also, i might be some time soon changing my names and such. If it's not too much work. Instead of Moon Wolfhowl, I'll be Mani Galdrskald. Moon will still be "my name" but my character's name will be Mani. I've already used it to sign up on some board someplace. Once stuff gets back to not sucking, I might go and do it for other sites I'm already on. That's pronounced "mah-nee" not "manny". It's the name for the Norse god of the Moon. It'd work well with my Lykoi's habit of naming themselves after stuff, and Moon being Norse.