This reads like I'm in a bad mood, but I'm not.
One thing that I love very much is playing the guitar and singing along. If I'm ever lonely or sad or bored, that cures me. Sadly, I've always had this terrible relationship with my music because I'm not a very good musician and I'm so embarrassed and annoyed about it, and sometimes I go months and months without touching my instruments. It doesn't matter. Today it felt really nice to sit down and play for a while.
Another thing: I like my family a lot. I have always chosen them over friends. This sounds mean, but, hey. They raised me. They love me more than anyone. And when I'm with them I can relax. I can be with them and knit at the same time. Or read. At school I have another family that's composed of really close friends who I feel comfortable with and who love me unconditionally like family. I miss them like family, but I will miss the original family too in a week.
Evan is in Portland these days, romping around with folks and calling me. Though it's a lot of fun, I feel old when I hang out with them. I'm not sure why.
Another thing: I like my family a lot. I have always chosen them over friends. This sounds mean, but, hey. They raised me. They love me more than anyone. And when I'm with them I can relax. I can be with them and knit at the same time. Or read. At school I have another family that's composed of really close friends who I feel comfortable with and who love me unconditionally like family. I miss them like family, but I will miss the original family too in a week.
Evan is in Portland these days, romping around with folks and calling me. Though it's a lot of fun, I feel old when I hang out with them. I'm not sure why.