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Sep 30, 2005 23:25

i always wondered why my friends would have all these guys interested in them and then i see thier pictures and realize how beautiful they are. then i look at mine and i get depressed. no matter how hard i try i can never get as beautiful as my friends or have any luck with people just liking me. i mean my sister even has a boyfriend and has had him longer than my one boyfriend 4 years ago. since then i havent had anyone. i mean i know that i should complain because most guys out there aren't even worth it but someones people can get lonley and wants someone to be there and to care for them. i just havent had that in so long, if ever.
i know that i am good enough for people but it's just they don't know it.
guys look for beauty before going for the girls that are nice.
i'm not one of those beauties though i wish i was for a day just to see how people would treat me. guys would jump a cliff for my friends when they don't even give me a look.
i shoudln't be depressed because i know one day someone will come and sweep me off my feet (fairy tale) but until then this is the only vision i get from guys, they only look for the beautiful before they really look for people who would care deeply about them.
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