2009...

Jan 01, 2009 21:56

...the year of making things happen..building dreams to make them a reality. renewal and resolutions...or revolutions, possibly? letting go of old ideas and moving forward with your passions. letting go of the ego...of expectations and the past. listening to the world...really listening....paying attention to the signs..the messages. realizing the truth...there are multiple worlds...many worlds....................

listening to what people are telling you...sometimes it can be so blunt. trying not to push it aside and fear of revealing feelings and having doubts. seeing flaws in others and realizing it is just a projection of our own imperfections. quantum leap out of the old ideas that are holding you back....from what? the path to your destiny? that sounds so abstract... don't get caught up. turn ideas into action.

sometimes i have these conversations in my head...imagining i am telling another person something...something meaningful? hoping i'll remember the dialog. but ya know what? that was the opportunity to communicate...now it has gone....there i go letting it pass again. i guess those things arent meant to be...how much control of our destinies do we have? can't keep having the fantasies and wishing they were real.

i'll see or sense or have a vivid dream that scares me...with these messages (or warnings, perhaps) and i wake up so glad that it wasnt real. but it was real...it was in color. why do i push all this aside? why don't i pay attention to the signs the universe is trying to communicate? because of the fantasies and wishes....not the truth...at least not of the present....which is the reality of the moment. but there are things that feel good...and different...and it's exciting....but then there are feelings...and complications (whether they are real or imagined...they exist in some way or another)

so here i am living in the present...trying to evoke more communication....no more hiding...turn ideas into action. make things happen. this year started off in harmony - a relief from all the dischords and fragmented measures of the past. sometimes space and time are needed to figure things out....but what about spacetime? did we reach a new dimension or are we still in the 2D shadow of doubt? let it go. lets reach out....let's fly....let's go to those higher planes.

change for the better '09

~gina
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