Fuck you and you
There are no words to describe the pain, anger, hurt, baffled and down right pissed off feeling I have right now. Or maybe its just confusion, seeing how it has been one day since I found out that I have been betrayed by not only one person that I love, but by two. Have you ever been so fucking pissed off that you were shaking and crying? Thats how I felt last night when I found out. I didn't expect someone so close to me to hurt me in such a way. I guess I just underestimated them. I don't even know what to do. I don't know what I will say to them, except a bunch of mean, angry, abusive words, that they do desrve, despite what you think. Because I definately didn't deserve what they did to me. At all.
Its funny too, cause I gave him another chance when HE came back to ME. And look what he did. He FUCKED IT ALL UP! You know, I hope it was horrible, at the very most.
And we were finally getting close again. Well, I guess you just didn't care about being my friend. Oh well.
But in the end, I am better off. I will make it and find better people to associate myself with. Because I am strong and I know that I deserve better.
PS Don't ask me who or what I am refering to. Its none of your business and I will not tell you.
Its funny too, cause I gave him another chance when HE came back to ME. And look what he did. He FUCKED IT ALL UP! You know, I hope it was horrible, at the very most.
And we were finally getting close again. Well, I guess you just didn't care about being my friend. Oh well.
But in the end, I am better off. I will make it and find better people to associate myself with. Because I am strong and I know that I deserve better.
PS Don't ask me who or what I am refering to. Its none of your business and I will not tell you.