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[moon_queen]

Finals week is here and I'm praying to God that I just pass all my classes. I've been having bad dreams about unspecific social and economic catastrophes and having been waking up feeling uneasy and anxious for the past few days. I miss my friends. Everyone is so busy and crazed that it's been a miracle to evn get anyone on the phone, let alone getting together with anyone. I lied to my parents about where I was going/had been which I hate doing, but doing so gave me one of the best days I've had in a long time. I need time for myself but lack the time to have it.

There's an unspecific pain in my heart
that defies explanation

There's a longing in my life that
I'm longing to fill

I'm alone and afraid
but I will find the light.