15 Statements Meme

[moon_orchid]

Write fifteen statements.
Intended to different people.
Not all to friends.
Never tell which one is to whom.

1. Our time has taught me more about love than I ever expected. I am so challenged with you, and am certain that it will continue to be worthwhile. I hope we get to keep loving each other for a long time to come.
   
2. You are one of the best things in my life. I love your smile, and appreciate how much you've opened up to me. Is it really this easy just to be?
   
3. I hope you know how strong you really are, and that you find the courage to stand on your own.
4. I am so jealous of where you are and thrilled that you get to experience this right now. I know you will do great.
5. I often wish you would go away. What you represent to me is more frightening than who you really are. When I can truly see you, I remember that you aren't my enemy, and I can even love you a little. As if love had anything to do with a little.
   
6. I don't think I will ever be rid of your shadow. What will I feel when you die?
   
7. I've forgotten what you look like. I am still angry that you got so much of my youth and innocence. And I hope you will one day find the love and peace you yearn for.
8. I don't know if I miss you as much as I miss what you were for me. I am amazed at the strength and courage you showed in your life.
9. I didn't mean to forget about you as much as I have, and I'm sorry that I went away so abruptly. It wasn't something you did, I promise.
   
10. You have let me be your teacher, your playmate, your friend, and I feel most privileged to be in your presence.
11. You are the person I most fear disappointing. I feel that I've let you down so much. I'm grateful you trust me as much as you do.
    
12. DId I ask too much of you? Will you always know how much I love you and the time we've spent together?
13. I still keep thinking that I didn't ask for you. I wonder what lessons there are for me to learn that I keep letting you get only so close before showing sides of myself that I despise. Wonder what we'll think of each other in 5 years?
14. I've wanted you since we first met so long ago. You dance on the edges of my life, and I think about you more than you realize.
15. You don't know me yet, but I already know your laughter.