Instincts gut feelings
You ever get a feeling
but it no make no sense??
Pshh. That cannot be right you say. Why would i decide to go in that way?
But lately i've come to find, that my instincts are right in line
with what time will come to prove as true :(
So yes. My instincts told me to stay on campus, in the dorms.
But i didn't listen.
Gotta grow up they say!
Gotta get out i told myself!
But what's the point of moving out and in with people who
1) don't talk to each other
2) don't talk to you
3) play faves among eachother
4) are suspicious with each other
5) talk shit about each other
And for me personally, it hurts you know? Cuz i'm just not that type of person. I dunno, maybe i should be but, when i don't like something, when i find something wrong, in another aspect of my life, i try not to take it out on people who have nothing to do with it.
If i'm having a craptastic day, then i just am, but my roommate isn't to blame. A stranger isn't to blame (unless they make it worse!)
In that case then yeah i get a lil upset.
But i seriously try not to take it out on other people. Mostly because i don't like it when other people take it out on me.
So i do apologize guys, if i ever made you feel bad about something, if i mistreated you for some reason. It was never my intention. Just know i didn't mean it.
But THEY. they take it out on you. Snipey comments. Lack of greeting. Ignoring questions. Giving certain people hugs and not others. like wtf?
Seriously people, a little maturity and anger management is in order!
And i'm not so self-centered as to think that this is all about me. i understand, people go through scheiss but you can't just snap at me and then be nice to me the next moment.
I'm just sick and tired of it. Like oh! The silent treatment! Shimmer-me-timbers! I'm so scared!
NO. Fuck you and your lil dog too. And your sister. And your fucking bitchy attitude.
Go misplace your attitude elsewhere.
Cuz you're bringing us all down (hence this rant and my cursing ^)
Thank God for my Nina, Nina, and Amy :)
ps~ in rereading my entry, yes, if it sounds like i'm rhyming in the first couple of lines, its cuz yeah, i was reading poetry and i guess i just sort of.....*sigh* loser.