everyone IS a shining star
MOMENT OF THANKS: i wanna thank everyone that wrote in my last post... everything you guys told me was excellent and extremely helpful (except for that annoying anonymous poster that al they cared about was an old deleted screen name)... but seriously eric is in the past and this time for good... im looking forward to meeting the REAL love of my life... he really let me down and upset me and i couldnt believe that he would think i would stoop that low but then again he thinks that of everyone even his own mother so i really couldnt expect any less... neways thank you all of you you guys are amazing LJ friends....
THURSDAY NIGHT HIGHLIGHTS: well on thursday night i went out with my neighbors to one of thier girlfriends bday party (it was at one of thier houses of course) i really wasnt gonna go but then i realized that i havent hung out with them in forever and i was in need of a great time and thier never disappoint.. we had a great time i everyone got drunk (not that you need to get drunk to have a great time)... and i made a new friend in the group (yeah finally a girl) she's is waaaaayyyyy tooo cutey.. and thats all pretty much great conversations, great dancing, great people, great environment....
SATURDAY NIGHT HIGHLIGHT: nothing much happened during the weekend it was extremely relaxing... my cousin aunt and uncle were here visiting from Puerto Rico... so we had a huge family dinner and talked the crap families talk lol... then me and my brother, uncle, and cousin went to a strip club (girl) and had a great time... my uncles bestfriend is the owner so we didnt pay for anything i mean we were hook up... me and my cousin spent the whole time talking and honestly having a great time... i mean i really never liked my cousin he's a spoiled rich brat but i guess now that he's much older he's really cool and im so glad that we hung out that night...
MOMENT OF MALE STUPIDITY: ok so ti hang out with my neighbors all the time and thier not ugly guys so its inevitable to end up liking one of them... well the inevitable happened to me but not only did it happen but i fell for the dickhead... i mean he's extremely charming and just a good looking guy in all but man is he an ass... i mean its not like im here looking for a relationship cuz lord knows that eric messed me up completely and im just done with heart ache for a long long time... but you know a fun uncommited relationship sounds about good for now, you know, going to the movies when theres nothing to do, hanging out, going to the beach, playing video games, i mean theres just so many things to do but only for fun stuff like a boyfriend just for the the summer fun sounds exquisite right about now... but no i have to fall for the guy that never calls anyone, doesnt show any interest... at this party i was all hands off but he kept pulling me aside wanting to talk and all that i mean what kind of signals are those? we didnt do anything im talking we didnt make out but we were close to each other and man did it feel good but then thats it!!! i tell you im really not to fond of men right now cuz i dont want the drama or the game playing or any of that right now and that seems to be all thats flying my way...
SHOUT OUT: i just wanted to give a shout out to a_shining_star i mean she is absolutely the cutest sweetest thing of life! she definitely is one of a kind... everytime i tell this girl "aww your blinkie is super cute" she goes and makes me it.. like how thoughtful can a person be? (of course i gotta learn to do the blinkies myself cuz i dont like bothering her even tho she does do it from the kindness of her heart) but if she isnt on your friends list you gotta put her on i mean she very interesting to read too... love ya mama!!!
FRIENDSHIP LOVE: this is to my love his_only_angel girl I MISS YOU!!!! even tho i do see you like everyday but it just hasnt been the same lately, dont forget me i love you too damn much... you are the greatest person i know and i wouldnt want to lose such an amazing friend... i love you with all my heart please know that forever..LOVE YA MUA MUA!!!
END: ok i know this has been long and full of crap and randomness but dont worry its over now lol... one again thanks all of you and i hope everyone's doing great and if your not just remember "the sun is still gonna rise again tommorrow"
