Jan 07, 2006 11:12
it seems like so many people are trying to avoid me...was i better alone...when i didnt hurt people? I think i should have never tried to make friends with anyone, because i just keep letting them down...the thought of hurting so many people sufficates me. I cant breathe im panicked, hurt, lost, scared, tired, emotional...i just want to run from all of my problems and live on my own, where i cant get close to anyone...far away....sorry for all of this emotional crap, if i hurt you just tell me, or just leave until is seem more together.
I really am sorry for any thing ive said, i just can do anything laitly! Im so confused....I need time to think, so if i snap at you or just dont smile im really sorry, im sure ill be better soon.