Deanna
So, Deanna spent an extended weekend with us in Oregon. I put her on a plane at 4 yesterday afternoon and I already miss her. I feel so bad that we didn't do much out here since I had the show. She said she had a good time and that she felt good working concessions for OBT. Deanna's not much for buttering me up, so I have no choice but to believe her.
I am going to miss Oregon and my friends here, but I miss my family more than I like to admit. My dad was in the hospital Thursday the 23rd for fainting spells and I wasn't there to take care of him. What if something happened? I don't even want to concider that. I couldn't be there for Deanna when Maggie died, and she wasn't the only one upset about it; mom and dad were still crying that whole week. I should have been there to comfort her. She's my only sister and was my best friend all through my childhood.
I think I create too much guilt sometimes.
I leave you with a quote from the fair headed and blue eyed wonder....
"There is only one you for all time. Fearlessly be yourself." -Anthony Rapp
I am going to miss Oregon and my friends here, but I miss my family more than I like to admit. My dad was in the hospital Thursday the 23rd for fainting spells and I wasn't there to take care of him. What if something happened? I don't even want to concider that. I couldn't be there for Deanna when Maggie died, and she wasn't the only one upset about it; mom and dad were still crying that whole week. I should have been there to comfort her. She's my only sister and was my best friend all through my childhood.
I think I create too much guilt sometimes.
I leave you with a quote from the fair headed and blue eyed wonder....
"There is only one you for all time. Fearlessly be yourself." -Anthony Rapp