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Well..Um lifes been okay. I feel like crap today. I feel lonely, depressed, I don't even know what could make me feel better. I'd say carlos but i'd probably just take it all on him and we'd fight which idon't need. Why can't life ever go remotely as some of us want it to go. I feel soooooo hurt. And I don't even want to say or write why. I know why thats all that matters. I just wish I was a bitch sometime and thought of myself only before others. And I mean that in aspect of my whole life. I feel like I'm always getting stepped on....by everyone. Even those I love the most. WHY????
And not to mention I feel fat, and unhealthy, and I'm not helping myself get better. I want to cry soooo bad. I mean I am but I wish I could liek scream cry.
And not to mention I feel fat, and unhealthy, and I'm not helping myself get better. I want to cry soooo bad. I mean I am but I wish I could liek scream cry.