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i miss him. i know i shouldn't but i do. it's there pushed down under everthing. i keep telling myself no you don't. but really i do. like i said i know i shouldn't...after thing that's happened, but i do. i know it makes little or no sence those you reading this, but until you've walked a mile in my shoes don't jugde me. i'm not saying i would be with him again. i couldn't do that to myself or to the baby. but all the same i miss him.
so christmas is on sunday. i can't belive it. it doesn't feel like x-mas this year not with out Grandma. i really miss her. i know everone in the family does. it's like it's not real.
well i'm going go back to my book...where in the end it will all work out and everyone will be in love and live happily ever after.
later days.......
so christmas is on sunday. i can't belive it. it doesn't feel like x-mas this year not with out Grandma. i really miss her. i know everone in the family does. it's like it's not real.
well i'm going go back to my book...where in the end it will all work out and everyone will be in love and live happily ever after.
later days.......