get me out of this hell hole!
i feel the urge to write i dont know how much but until i finish venting.
my cousin gaby from houston is here. she is like my older sister and i lover her to death
my mom doesnt want me to see her this weekend because she is my cousin from the kuri side
i think that is shitty, like who does she think she is to try and keep me away?
its not like she did anything to us
well this is what happend
i told my mom i was going to the mall with pedro
and that i was going to go pick him up
but in reality i went to my forbbidden grandmas house and
made my cousin wait for me outside so i wouldnt go inside
we went to the mall for a while then i randomly recieved a call
from my house but i didnt pick up because i knew it was my mom
so she called me back from her cell this time and this time i answered
and she told me that she knew i wasnt with pedro because since
i didnt answer the house call she called pedro and asked to talk to me
and he said i wasnt with him at all or that he had even talked to me and i was like
FUCK! i didnt want my cousin to know that my mom didnt want me to see her... oyu know?
so she made me come home but i didnt go home right away
then my mom called me and said
"if you want to be with that side of the family so bad then go live with your dad because from today on you are no longer my daughter"
so me being me on pms i started yelling at her at the mall..."" are you fucking stupid... blah blah blah" not pretty
so as i was leaving the mall back home by myself i deleted all my texts and incoming and outgoing calls becasue
i knew my mom was going to take my phone.
i get there and she CHARGED ME wtf
and she started yelling at me to go pack my shit
and i was like fuck no are you stupid
you do realize your kicking me out of my house because
i went to go see my cousin.
then she was like give me your phone and i was like no
and blah blah blah we were fighting
and then she grabbed my shirt and ripped it
mind you we were in the front yard
and we were litterally fighting
she scractched me all over and now i have fucking bruises
and me being tteh bitch that i am since i knew she was stronger than me
i just told her shit that would hurt her
i told her not even my fucking father made me bleed and bruise me like you
i called her a crazy bitch
because she went psyco my brother tried holding her back and i was like
come one mom fucking hit me and she wat happens
i swear ill call the cops
and then she took off with all my money and phone
so i called celina taht if things got worse that i was going to spend the night at her house
and she was like yea
and then i called josh
my brother
freaked out becasue and i wanst breathing and victor said " please dont die please breath breath! i fucking cheated in LANEY i dont know CPR breath!!!"
and when i was with my cousin
she told me that my dad was a wreck
that he would drink and get drunk before he would go out at night and drink chingos of anti depressants
i mean as soon as she told me that i started crying because i dont want my dad to die like that
and when i called celina
and told her every thing that had happened
[[i told her i dont need any more shit
its bad enough that most of my friends arent really my friends
some of my family doesnt want me as family anymore
and my dad is killing himself]]
i dont want to deal with it anymore
im done with this shit
[[bye]]