Bad fortune cookies tonight
So I finally got all my hours done. At least I hope I did. I kind of lost track yesterday and earlier on in the week. The library elevator is so cool. The floor to it is like a mosaic artwork. But it has such like cool pictures like the cores of apples and whales and flamingos and what not. It just looks like a very talented little kid did it but it's so artsy. It is definately the best part of the library ha. Minus the fact that it is so slow and sounds and feels old as hell. Ick. Nothings as slow as the Marriott's elevator in Parsippany though. That shit is slow as anything.
You know when you go to do something like go to the library to study for instance and as soon as you get there you feel like you need to go to the bathroom so bad and just drop some lbs? It's like I don't want to be doing my work so bad that my body teams up with my head and says lets fuck around and you know help her out alittle. Which is really fucking me over. And then you go to the bathroom and nothing happens. So its just a waste of time that you could actually be doing what you had to be doing in the first place instead of thinking you had to do something else which you didn't. I can't help but ramble. It's been a strange and long weekend.
I want to go to church one of these days. I hate the whole communion thing though. I dont like sitting there because I haven't done it while everyone goes up and takes the body of christ and what not. I dono church and I...we try we just don't always work out. It's rough. For some reason out of all of the churches I have been to (not that I remember much that happened or what was talked about) I couldn't find one that I felt comfortable in. I liked Rie's church it was just...too laid back I suppose. It was more of like a hang out time than a church time. We'll see though.
I also find it very funny that I still have to carry my CD player around. Along with all of my CDs if I want to listen to them. I just need an ipod or something. Something small and compact and something that I can take to the gym. I hate working out with out something blasting in my ears. I think it would make things a lot easier. At least id be motivated to give it a try.
Mid-term first thing in the AM. That is after 6AM crew. Oh this weekend was a break that I needed so badly. Let me experience the wrath of this upcomming week and the massive amounts of work I will have to get done. Ugh I hate math. So bad. Dislike study hall....so bad. Well not totally because I enjoy being able to get my hours done I actually dislike the whole 8 hour thing I have to do. 8 Hours is a lot of hours. I think my bulb is going to die. It's way time for sleep.
You know when you go to do something like go to the library to study for instance and as soon as you get there you feel like you need to go to the bathroom so bad and just drop some lbs? It's like I don't want to be doing my work so bad that my body teams up with my head and says lets fuck around and you know help her out alittle. Which is really fucking me over. And then you go to the bathroom and nothing happens. So its just a waste of time that you could actually be doing what you had to be doing in the first place instead of thinking you had to do something else which you didn't. I can't help but ramble. It's been a strange and long weekend.
I want to go to church one of these days. I hate the whole communion thing though. I dont like sitting there because I haven't done it while everyone goes up and takes the body of christ and what not. I dono church and I...we try we just don't always work out. It's rough. For some reason out of all of the churches I have been to (not that I remember much that happened or what was talked about) I couldn't find one that I felt comfortable in. I liked Rie's church it was just...too laid back I suppose. It was more of like a hang out time than a church time. We'll see though.
I also find it very funny that I still have to carry my CD player around. Along with all of my CDs if I want to listen to them. I just need an ipod or something. Something small and compact and something that I can take to the gym. I hate working out with out something blasting in my ears. I think it would make things a lot easier. At least id be motivated to give it a try.
Mid-term first thing in the AM. That is after 6AM crew. Oh this weekend was a break that I needed so badly. Let me experience the wrath of this upcomming week and the massive amounts of work I will have to get done. Ugh I hate math. So bad. Dislike study hall....so bad. Well not totally because I enjoy being able to get my hours done I actually dislike the whole 8 hour thing I have to do. 8 Hours is a lot of hours. I think my bulb is going to die. It's way time for sleep.