We're our own brat pack
I've gotten into this routine somewhat...oatmeal in the AM, crew then breakfast in the caf. It's a pretty decent system. Last night was probably one of the greatest worst sleeps out there. After falling asleep for about an hour I believe Ashley's phone rang or did something and this is about 12 or 1 ish, she's still awake. I jumped out of bed went to the bathroom and started to get ready. She I guess told me that it was only 1 in the AM...I dono I was so out of it. I kept having strange dreams that I would be late somewhere and they would wake me up and I would do the same thing. I must have "gotten ready" for crew like 4 different times last night, meanwhile I had around 6 hours of sleep so nonetheless it was a bad/good sleep. I don't do the morning thing well. I dono how I am going to survive this. We all know I am not a morning person. We all know I love my sleep. I could have gotten an awesome 10 hours if I didn't have to be awake right now. But no...I better get in shape from this thats all I have to say because atm, I need all the in shape I can get.
A lot of people do activities or sports or something to take up time in their day...and that would be what I am doing partially but I don't feel that 5 AM justifies as anything that is needed for a time taker upper. I mean the sun isn't even up yet. I enjoy going out when its really early and the sun is out because it makes me feel like I've done more with my day and it makes me feel more awake...somehow. But at this early I just feel stupid and dead.
And...I finished my project last night that I so wasn't going to do that I forgot about. Thanks to sir Anthony I got loads of information...which I was lacking crazily. So therefore it got finished and I went to sleep feeling accomplished.
Court moved yesterday supposedly, I wouldnt know cause I was at the volleyball game that got cancelled. That kid is destined to not paint his chest here haha. One day...one day. I'm very happy that court finally got out of her shitty room and hopefully she'll get her voice back but...it is no fun that she is not just down the hallway anymore. Who is going to come down and knock on my door all the time? Time to get ready to go on the boat for my actual first real water practice. I missed Saturday where apparantly they went out and it was scary. I dono if I trust going out with these people though. It may be a catastrophe.
A lot of people do activities or sports or something to take up time in their day...and that would be what I am doing partially but I don't feel that 5 AM justifies as anything that is needed for a time taker upper. I mean the sun isn't even up yet. I enjoy going out when its really early and the sun is out because it makes me feel like I've done more with my day and it makes me feel more awake...somehow. But at this early I just feel stupid and dead.
And...I finished my project last night that I so wasn't going to do that I forgot about. Thanks to sir Anthony I got loads of information...which I was lacking crazily. So therefore it got finished and I went to sleep feeling accomplished.
Court moved yesterday supposedly, I wouldnt know cause I was at the volleyball game that got cancelled. That kid is destined to not paint his chest here haha. One day...one day. I'm very happy that court finally got out of her shitty room and hopefully she'll get her voice back but...it is no fun that she is not just down the hallway anymore. Who is going to come down and knock on my door all the time? Time to get ready to go on the boat for my actual first real water practice. I missed Saturday where apparantly they went out and it was scary. I dono if I trust going out with these people though. It may be a catastrophe.