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well here is another entry of me being depressed!! and it's pretty much over the same god damn thing!1 i can't get this girl out of my head she is all i think about and yet everyone tells me she is gonna hurt me again and again but i decide once again to not listent to them and see if things will work out and which they prolly won't and i'll be hurt and depressed again and won't fuckin say antyhing about it just keep it inside and make my self feel like shit and won't want to be around people or want to do anything but just think about the girl i'm inlove with and everyone tells me that i'm not in love but i don't fuckin care what you say i think i'am and i'm just gonna get hurt agian and i'm tell you right now rub it in please do so maybe i will learn and feel like an ass and just won't fuckin care about anything anymore and just be a fuckin depressed asshole for the rest of my fuckin life!!!!