May 23, 2008 16:09
I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to yell, pull out my hair, and then go climb in my bed and sleep for hours and not have to worry about anyone or anything!!
I don't want to cook....I don't want to clean....and most of all I DON'T WANT TO WORK!!!!!
I just want someone to wait on me and bring me dinner in bed and rub my back and head. I want to be pampered! I want to have a manicure and pedicure in my bed while I lay there and watch a good chic flick! I want to sip on some wine and eat strawberries! I want to have total peace and quite and not hear kids screaming my name and yelling out "mom, he just hit me or mom he wont give me a turn".
I don't want to have to go to the school and yell at teachers and principals and resource officers because they are to incompetent to do their jobs! If they don't know how to do it....FIND ANOTHER JOB!
I don't want to be at work dealing with paper work or phone calls, contracts or fax's....I don't want to deal with any bull crap that will make my stress level rise!
I don't want to hear my husband calling my name and asking me to please make him something to eat cause his stomach is hungry. I don't want to hear him asking me to do things for him but instead.... I do want him to lay there in bed with me and hold me and take care of me.......
I JUST WANT HIM TO MAKE ALL THE STRESS GO AWAY!!!!!
Ok well I just needed to yell for a bit...Okay I am over it
Good bye