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Haven't been in here for awhile. Oh my...there are so much to tell... Let's see....
School...
Just got done with finals...yay! I can hardly contain myself! Some of the tests were bitches...but i believe the easiest would have to be Geography...i ahd to sit quietly in the classroom for 35mins because i finished the test early...damn it was the easiest test in the world. lol. i fudged up in all my other classes...i got an A- in my journalism final...i didnt get to finish my Gym final because i had a fever of 103....i ran a mile with a fever of 103...wowzerz. @_@ Right now i'm on a four day weekend special thing... nothing really to do. I hung out with my brother today...told some lies...and is assumed to be one of the most fucked up people in the world. I'm sorry for the crimes i have committed.
Life...
I hate lying...its really bad. I think liars deserve to be put in jail and suffer in the depths of hell. THAT'S ME! well atleast i dont lie every second of my life. I dont lie because i want to...i lie because i have to. isnt that terrible? well...lets be honest...we have all lied we sometimes regret it...sometimes we are happy that we lied. if it wasnt for lying...some of the greatest people on the earth wouldnt be so great. ahh... i feel bad. thanks guilt.....
Sports...
Sports is going okie dokie. sometimes coach can be a little biatch, but hes still my homie...the peeps on the team are doing well too...right now we're 3-0 in league...overall it think we 12-5 or something like that. yeah...we're doing pretty well. we beat alemany by 27 points...25-52. i made this three-point shot with 0.1 on the clock...tara imbounded the ball to me...and i just threw that shit in the air...it was a beautiful swish...but unfortunately they didnt count it...damn it was skittlezzzzzzzzzzz....lol. i dont think i'll be playing any spring sports...i was planning on playing softball...but ive never played and i dont think that i'll do well...so thats over with...(=
Family...
Family is doing well. Same old stuff, i found out that my mom won $100 for singing in a karaoke contest...oh skilled the de la Paz family is!!!!! lol. we can all say that my mom isnt the best singer, but she got rhythm....lol. my nephew is huge now...he's so cooooooootte! i loverz him so much. i love a lot of people....if i love someone...i'll love them until they do something horrible to me...lol.
Boys...
The boys are doing well...lol. I like one of them...some of you might know who it be. If yah don't...then just ask me. okie day!!! i think i like this guy named.....uh.....yeah...lol. i think i'll keep that on the downlow...lol. he's in my Jesus Time class....lol. aahhhhh!!! he's so fun fun fun!! lol
Girls...
The girls are doing well i guess... it was Vivian's birthday...and last night was her birthday party that unfortunately i could not attend due to some....kind... of difficulty. ahh.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIV!
Today...
I waited for my sister to call because she told me not to make any plans...so i cancelled my plans....but she never called me... so my brother called...and he took me to 3rd street. It was fun...saw some shows on the street. I ate a lot again. yes!!! getting fat is the way to go muajajjajaja! okie dokie. right now its 2:35am and im on my brothers computer at my brother's house and its really cold. and im getting sleepy. uh oh....
Tomorrow...
Dont know what to do tomorrow...i mean tonight/today....i think i'll start on my english homework....yeah...i think i shall do that. that would sound great wouldnt it? yes!!! i think i shall watch some dvd's that my brother has...yezzzzzz!!!!!
Okie dokie...that enough jackie for tonight/morning. bye bye kids...
Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife
The Used....I'm a Fake
Mookie