Did it all get real?
Man, I haven't posted in days. I'm not in the mood too. I'm going to anyways, even though I never want to remember this point in my life.
I'm making it short and sparing you the details. My mom kicked me out. I've been gypsy-ing for several days now. One day I wound up walking around Lapeer with my backpack and nowhere to go. I'm at Zach's house now, they've graciously taken me in. Zach says I can stay as long as I want, but I always feel bad about that sort of thing. I have a little bit of money to take care of myself but it'll be gone within 2 weeks, then I have no idea what I'm going to do. My mom is making me get everything I own out of her house. Where am I going to put it?... I have no idea.
I finally ended it with Kelli, like 100%. I really just never want to see/speak to her again, it'll help me get over the situation.
On a brighter note, the last few days I've been feeling very creative and really want to get good at everything. I've improved the tricks I do know skateboarding, haven't learned any new ones. Also I learned how to read music, like the piano and stuff. I'm definitley a beginner though. Today while Zach's been at work I started learning to play the guitar. I really want to learn to play acoustic good. I think it's beautiful, and totally cool that somebody can pick up a piece of wood and some strings and make music. I'd definitley stick to acoustic and not electric. I just want to be awesome at at least one thing, but I think I'm going to stive for a few. Zach's house always makes me want to write, paint, draw, or make music, even though I'm terrible at everything. Maybe if I end up staying quite a while I can master something. I'm surely going to try. I'm going to ask Mike Murray to give me guitar lessons. I'm kind of excited.
I'm making it short and sparing you the details. My mom kicked me out. I've been gypsy-ing for several days now. One day I wound up walking around Lapeer with my backpack and nowhere to go. I'm at Zach's house now, they've graciously taken me in. Zach says I can stay as long as I want, but I always feel bad about that sort of thing. I have a little bit of money to take care of myself but it'll be gone within 2 weeks, then I have no idea what I'm going to do. My mom is making me get everything I own out of her house. Where am I going to put it?... I have no idea.
I finally ended it with Kelli, like 100%. I really just never want to see/speak to her again, it'll help me get over the situation.
On a brighter note, the last few days I've been feeling very creative and really want to get good at everything. I've improved the tricks I do know skateboarding, haven't learned any new ones. Also I learned how to read music, like the piano and stuff. I'm definitley a beginner though. Today while Zach's been at work I started learning to play the guitar. I really want to learn to play acoustic good. I think it's beautiful, and totally cool that somebody can pick up a piece of wood and some strings and make music. I'd definitley stick to acoustic and not electric. I just want to be awesome at at least one thing, but I think I'm going to stive for a few. Zach's house always makes me want to write, paint, draw, or make music, even though I'm terrible at everything. Maybe if I end up staying quite a while I can master something. I'm surely going to try. I'm going to ask Mike Murray to give me guitar lessons. I'm kind of excited.