wristbands and watches..
ello everyone.. just got home from school a few minutes ago and i dunno.. my day pretty much sucked.. well, the end of it did..=c i let my 'emotions' take over where my brain was supposed to be thinking..*sigh* well., i guess its cuz i saw my boo(thats what i'll call them from now on for privacy purposes^^;;) hanging w/ their ex.. actin as if it were all good.. i over reacted and ran for it.. i was really pissed.. can't explain,,. only one reason.. must be cuz i got jealous again..=c damn it, damn it, damn it!!! X( i hate when i do that! its like i cant even control myself anymore.. it just happens.. i'm so selfish when it comes to boo., and i don't wanna be that way..=/ it sux like hell!.. i love boo too much.. musn't-be-jealous-all-the-time-boo-is-with-someone..x_x argh! i'll try not to anymore.. i don't want to hurt myself again..=c i do it too much now that i have someone.. heh.. one things for sure., i need to straighten up like hella..
anyways,, enough rantin,. school went ok,. i stayed in the classroom to save cash again., haha,, which failed cuz i ended up buyin an internet card.. hihi..=Þ but its all good,.=) cuz if i sell my watch, i think i'll have something suitable for my boo..^^ its almost their bday and i wanna get em somethin really nice..ü maybe a jacket,,. or a watch,. dunno yet,. i'll find out probly by next week,.ü hehe,, during english class,, we had to draw this graphic organizer thingy bout the creation of the world through greek mythology., it was pretty cool,, i had fun drawing..ü haha,, i know, shallow,, but it made me feel pretty good., cuz i drew an elephant named chad., and im happy to say he turned out very nice., muhehe c=
but it wont compare to who i was txtin w/ yesterday.,!! haha! basta,. they're reeeeeeally nice and when i txt them,, i feel like im floatin 10ft up..xp her names charade., i hope she isnt annoyed of me cuz i think shes really cool,,ü and i hope to be good friends w/ her and stuff.. ^^ at the end of the day, after i got jealous bout my boo,, i saw her tryin out for varsity.,ü it cheered me up cuz i really want to see her play varsity this year,, and luckily,, maybe me and her can be in the same team..=) hehe,, but i wont get my hopes up,, i dont want to end up like i did when i saw S.C results..-_- i wasn't expectin to get in,, but i felt kinda bad knowin that my best wasn't good enough to finally get into my 'dream club'.. to think, my last year and i STILL haven't gotten in..=/ oh well,, maybe coach lia and kino will get me for st.paul's softball team..^^;; *crosses fingers*
well,, just downloadin ben jelen's song, 'come on'.. its really nice,,ü and bens pretty hot..ü haha! anyways,, i'll post again tomorrow,. i don't know what to write anymore, e.. hehe!^^ so,, 'til tomorrow journ,.
--chi Chi
anyways,, enough rantin,. school went ok,. i stayed in the classroom to save cash again., haha,, which failed cuz i ended up buyin an internet card.. hihi..=Þ but its all good,.=) cuz if i sell my watch, i think i'll have something suitable for my boo..^^ its almost their bday and i wanna get em somethin really nice..ü maybe a jacket,,. or a watch,. dunno yet,. i'll find out probly by next week,.ü hehe,, during english class,, we had to draw this graphic organizer thingy bout the creation of the world through greek mythology., it was pretty cool,, i had fun drawing..ü haha,, i know, shallow,, but it made me feel pretty good., cuz i drew an elephant named chad., and im happy to say he turned out very nice., muhehe c=
but it wont compare to who i was txtin w/ yesterday.,!! haha! basta,. they're reeeeeeally nice and when i txt them,, i feel like im floatin 10ft up..xp her names charade., i hope she isnt annoyed of me cuz i think shes really cool,,ü and i hope to be good friends w/ her and stuff.. ^^ at the end of the day, after i got jealous bout my boo,, i saw her tryin out for varsity.,ü it cheered me up cuz i really want to see her play varsity this year,, and luckily,, maybe me and her can be in the same team..=) hehe,, but i wont get my hopes up,, i dont want to end up like i did when i saw S.C results..-_- i wasn't expectin to get in,, but i felt kinda bad knowin that my best wasn't good enough to finally get into my 'dream club'.. to think, my last year and i STILL haven't gotten in..=/ oh well,, maybe coach lia and kino will get me for st.paul's softball team..^^;; *crosses fingers*
well,, just downloadin ben jelen's song, 'come on'.. its really nice,,ü and bens pretty hot..ü haha! anyways,, i'll post again tomorrow,. i don't know what to write anymore, e.. hehe!^^ so,, 'til tomorrow journ,.
--chi Chi