Happy Birthday Gina!

[moogle_mage]

Just came back from a birthday party.. it was pretty cool, first i went to my friend 16's house and then we commuted to shangri-la plaza.. we stayed there for awhile and waited for roque at starbucks.. then as we were going to the exit to find a taxi, we saw our classmates! ^_^ (or more like former..) but it was wierd cuz i was happy to see bop,elvy, mai and this other person but all of a sudden.. yup, you guessed it, my friend (the one i have this untimely infatuation on) comes from behind them and gives this grin that made my heart stop beating for awhile..it was pretty awkward cuz then we just giving each other looks and pretending we both weren't there.. i felt like i was on top of the world.. but it all came tumbling down when my friend and my classmates started to leave.. i just kept looking back, as you can tell, with a heavy heart.. -_-

But hey, i shouldn't be sad right? i just came back from a party so i guess i should be happy. so me, roque, 16 were at shang and we commuted to omar's house from there. then from omar's house we went to gina's and had a hella lof of fun.

But you know, i wish i could repeat that scene all over again.. cuz i mean, do you get it? shang was like the mall me and that friend went to together and we were all cool.. it was only last year..

If only i could, you know, tell that friend.. but i know i can't.. and i won't and i'll just have to watch them.. and see them as something i can never have.. i'm out