.B.L.A.H.
Nothing much going on. Its a couple of days past my birthday and i got 4 thongs from the boyfriend, a bucket of items ( like necklace , candle, etc.) from Courtney, and Irene and Mark said that they have a gift for me. My mom took me shopping and i got some new clothes.... oh and i quite my job the other day ....lol im a lazy fuck! Probably shouldnt have done that but i was just tired of fucking doing phone surveys ...it really does suck. So I called in a quit..but i told me parents i got fired so they wouldnt get pissed lol .........now my parents think im a loser cause i got fired from a phone survey place. thats pretty funny/sad. I went out to dinner with my parents tonight for my birthday it was pretty nice. Then i went to gormans , then to hang out with Irene....nothing to exciting. But im sad cause Gorman leaves in a couple of days for a 3 week cruise THAT SUXXXXXXXX.....but oh well it wont be too bad. But lately ive been in a kind of funk....i dunno im just really emotional and lately i just kind of feel like i dont really belong anywhere. Well i feel i belong with Gorman and Court and Irene but when we go to the Vintage im not really close with anyone there..i barely know them....and when i hang out with irenes friends its the same thing. Its just im shy and no one really talks to me alot....probly my fault some how. But I dunno maybe im just emotional cause of the Gorman cruise thing or maybe cause im just really sad that Sarahs gone ...it just sux having a birthday without your bestfriend....but i still have other best friends here so maybe im just being a big baby about everything....i do tend to be a drama queen sometimes............................