This is a rambling ignore it
I don't like track. I stay on for Mr. Mitchell, not for myself. Which is odd considering he's not my favorite person.
I didn't work out last week. Miraculously on Saturday I ran 27s (PR) and was part of the new school record for the 800m relay.
Ugh.
Maybe I just really hate pole vault. I can manage track but not 3 hour practices.
I've cried over hating track, I've had breakdowns over track and coach comments. Track has never made me cry from happiness, triumph, or glory. Being glorified doesn't interest me anymore. In fact, the better the time, the shittier I feel afterwards. Practice is being in detention ever weekday for 2 hours. I don't know why it's so hard to leave except that my nature is that I won't leave a program
Also, Tess and Marianne were really great in last night's show and that made me really happy. I laughed so hard when Tess said HMNN, CURTAIN. Everyone in the tech room was on the floor laughing. Except spat.,
I didn't work out last week. Miraculously on Saturday I ran 27s (PR) and was part of the new school record for the 800m relay.
Ugh.
Maybe I just really hate pole vault. I can manage track but not 3 hour practices.
I've cried over hating track, I've had breakdowns over track and coach comments. Track has never made me cry from happiness, triumph, or glory. Being glorified doesn't interest me anymore. In fact, the better the time, the shittier I feel afterwards. Practice is being in detention ever weekday for 2 hours. I don't know why it's so hard to leave except that my nature is that I won't leave a program
Also, Tess and Marianne were really great in last night's show and that made me really happy. I laughed so hard when Tess said HMNN, CURTAIN. Everyone in the tech room was on the floor laughing. Except spat.,