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[moodyjames]

I have never been so restless in my life.

one mention and everything falls apart. I need something to give way, and I am scared it is going to be me. cause I really am not sure I can handle this anymore. This is tearing me up in side, and i can't do this much longer. I have strength. I have Power. I have might. But I do not have a foundation in which to build and everything I try to make keeps crumbling.

"Do what you must if that's what you wish,
I can't be a party to this
you have a sense that you were born with
You'll find a way to make things right."

I am in a Corner can I can't figure out how to reinvent an exit. at all. all the walls are closing in on me.

This is the way I would have done things
Up against the wall, up against the wall
You got me up against your wall
This is the way I would have done things
Up against the wall, up against the wall
You got me up against your wall

It's you and me on a Monday
The lies that we told
This is where we both go numb now
You broke my heart again this time
You're fading now....

a few more seconds and your going to cross a line and I am not sure you will be able to take it back.