i am alone

[moody_monkey]

I am utterly alone. i do nothing all day because i cant find a job. i try. i really do. i have no one to talk to. the group have each other and he's got a girl. i feel abandoned all the time. none of my friends call or txt for weeks on end. and when they invite me out i say no because they pay for me enough as it is. to make matters worse i fukt up with her twice and now she's not talking to me. If i could i would really leave the valley and not come back for at least two years. but with the company and all i feel like i cant do it. the only thing i can think to do is film this webseries and really try to get someone to notice it.

i can't stand working with castiel. he's annoying and stupid and i dont want to work his shit anymore.

there are only three words that sum up how i feel all the time.

FML