im so stupid
im soooo retarded i don't understand why i even do this to myself!!!!!!! i end up liking someone for a like month not tell anyoneeeeeeee keep it too myself, then end up liking me, BUT i still don't tell them i like them and THEN they end up liking someone else besides me!!!!!!! i always hafta get the fucking challenge of the other person!!!!!!!!!!! i don't know y i bother doing this! @ plus i lie when it comes to liking people BC that's how i choose not to hurt them but to hurt me. BC i don't wanna hurt other people so by me not saying anything to them its not hurting them its hurting me and I always think of other people b4 myself and I don't wanna sound conceded or anything but maybe I should start thinking about myself a lil bit more then I do about everyone else BC i dun pay attention to my feelings its all about everyone else not me. why do i get myself into such messes like this?.. i g2g sleep i have too much on my mind <33 x0x0 143 m w a h <33