my current favorite song
i love my friends. i just do. 'specially kenya, because she's an evil child, and nina who can speak french with me. and sarita, because i don't get to see her nearly as much as i NEED to. see? it's a need. sarah ford withdrawal is a cruel disease. it's like a heroin habit.
my bus was about an hour late today, so i stood out in the 26-degree weather from 6:10 to 7:00. it was so much fun, i think i'll do it tomorrow, once all the feeling returns to my extremities like my nose.
and this is my bestest favorite song right now. AAR's new CD is quite lovely. a bit angsty, but in no way emo. or any other muppet.
this is very suitable, considering my rants the past few days...
"Straitjacket Feeling"
Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
*still less than 3 months until MIDWINTER!!!!
my bus was about an hour late today, so i stood out in the 26-degree weather from 6:10 to 7:00. it was so much fun, i think i'll do it tomorrow, once all the feeling returns to my extremities like my nose.
and this is my bestest favorite song right now. AAR's new CD is quite lovely. a bit angsty, but in no way emo. or any other muppet.
this is very suitable, considering my rants the past few days...
"Straitjacket Feeling"
Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
*still less than 3 months until MIDWINTER!!!!