BITCH FEST!
you know...everyone keeps telling me to hang on and it well get better and all bull shit like that..but hey guess what?? ITS NOT FUCKING GETTING BETTER. my life is a fucking hell hole. i cant fucking stand it anymore. no body cares, no body understands, and no one wants to hear about my shit. so i dont know why i bother anymore.
everything changes eventually, thats just the way life is. and i have no control over it. like, suddenly people who you think are always gonna be here..they dissapear..you know people die and people move away..and then grow up. i think im loosing one of my best friends that i have known all my life. i dont know what to do or say to make anyone understand.
i have swimmers ear and it hurts like a fucking mother. im not gonna bother writing what i have done in the past days, except katie came over yesterday, and that was probably the most exciting ive had all summer. i hate swimming. its such a waste of my time. im terrible at it, i dont understand why i cant just quit. i mean jesus, its not like im good or anything. ok im going to stop bitching becuase just no body cares. right so yeah. bye.
it only takes one smile to hide a million tears
everything changes eventually, thats just the way life is. and i have no control over it. like, suddenly people who you think are always gonna be here..they dissapear..you know people die and people move away..and then grow up. i think im loosing one of my best friends that i have known all my life. i dont know what to do or say to make anyone understand.
i have swimmers ear and it hurts like a fucking mother. im not gonna bother writing what i have done in the past days, except katie came over yesterday, and that was probably the most exciting ive had all summer. i hate swimming. its such a waste of my time. im terrible at it, i dont understand why i cant just quit. i mean jesus, its not like im good or anything. ok im going to stop bitching becuase just no body cares. right so yeah. bye.
it only takes one smile to hide a million tears