He's GONE!!!!!!!!

[moochalicious]

wed night i find out dan is leaving friday to LA and he got in a motorcycle accident and bruised his ribs and broke is toe. So thursday night i went to Kyles and hung out with him and steven, and it was just very SILENT...and than i picked dan up. It was so hard being there with him knowing this is the last night with him for a long long time...I was just totally out of it...i got all teary eyed when he gave me a hug and my last kiss...and when i got home I cried for at least 2 hours...Its gonna take me a long time to find someone else...I dont even know if I will be able to find someone else. When i hang out with kyle and steven and everyone I just feel outta place cuz dan isnt there, its not the same being with them and not havin daniel holding me or giving me random kisses all night. Itll take me a longggggggggg time to get over him...but hopefully he will be back after summer and things will be back to the way they used to be. Kyle said he will be at my graduation, so hopefully him and steven will go, cuz if they go I will be happy cuz there dan's best friends so it would just make me happy. I dont even check out other guys, or even look at them...daniel promised me he would be good in LA...but i dunno if I could really trust him...I dunno...I really have a choice.

anyways, on the happier note, i graduate in exactly 2 weeks!! OMG im so excited. NO more high school drama, no more slutty girls, and ya college Boys. :) Ive had the best year ever...met so many friends...best friends actually...hehe....ME AND ANDREA...me and her are like attacched, and do everything together. So many hella funny memories and so many eH not so good ones...but hey...Its High school, its almost over...and its just gonna be awesome after...

Weve waited so long for this time, and worked so hard for it.