WHO ARE YOU!!!
tiff,
i hate that we are arguing about a boy. because we've been through the hellish times already and definately don't need to do that again. i dont want to. you're my best friend and i love you to death. my entry wasn't targeted towards you, it was just about things in general. rarely have you said anything about me and him lately, and i appreciate that a lot. i know that you don't like me and him together and i understand that you may feel a little more distant. believe me, this was the last thing that i wanted to happen between us when i got into any kind of relationship. things like this do happen though, relationships that is. i mean, things do change a little when people get boyfriends or girlfriends, it always ends up that way. i'm trying to keep things the same as best as i can. but things are a bit more difficult when you guys aren't at good terms. i'm sorry that i may be hurting you, i'm really not trying to in the least way. i think you and i see things more differently and it just makes it that much harder. i love you, you know that, and i dont want things to become so weird because i have a boyfriend. or when you get a boyfriend in the future. if you really do no want for me to be with him, than i'll do that for you. i'm not willing to loose you because of a boy, i hope you realize that.
love,
jillian
i hate that we are arguing about a boy. because we've been through the hellish times already and definately don't need to do that again. i dont want to. you're my best friend and i love you to death. my entry wasn't targeted towards you, it was just about things in general. rarely have you said anything about me and him lately, and i appreciate that a lot. i know that you don't like me and him together and i understand that you may feel a little more distant. believe me, this was the last thing that i wanted to happen between us when i got into any kind of relationship. things like this do happen though, relationships that is. i mean, things do change a little when people get boyfriends or girlfriends, it always ends up that way. i'm trying to keep things the same as best as i can. but things are a bit more difficult when you guys aren't at good terms. i'm sorry that i may be hurting you, i'm really not trying to in the least way. i think you and i see things more differently and it just makes it that much harder. i love you, you know that, and i dont want things to become so weird because i have a boyfriend. or when you get a boyfriend in the future. if you really do no want for me to be with him, than i'll do that for you. i'm not willing to loose you because of a boy, i hope you realize that.
love,
jillian