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So I was given the week off work to sort things out. So far I got a temp license, a credit card (go figure), and thats it, well and a piece of mind, I feel pretty comfortable, however I still go the "what if's" situations running through my head at times. Though I feel once I fix all the things that interrupted in my life I'll forget about wishing to avoid it, mainly because the end of every "what if" situation ends with "my spring break that I carefully planned for wont be fucked up".
As of a few days ago it occurred to me, the biggest lost that was taken from me, my spring trip to go see someone extremely important to me, a trip I've been wanting to take for over a year. I have no cards, hence I can't get a plane ticket, I have no ID, which means getting on a plane is the hugest pain in the ass. I got homework done early (two weeks early, as to be able to take an extra week after spring break off to avoid high airfares), prepared for the midterm which is Monday, and cleared it all with work (semi-difficult) and family (semi-nerve racking).
Then again, the more I sit on this idea, the more I see I may be able to salvage it and go anyway, so my spring may not be blown. At first I thought I couldn't get on without an ID, but apparently there is a way to get on, just be prepared to show up at the airport another hour or two early (I'd do this in a heartbeat). Also all worries about things going on have been cleared along the lines of "regardless of what's going on, you're ok to visit". The stress has put me more on edge than I should be, but this time visiting has been interrupted I truly felt like the world is just out to interrupt this.
Then again, there is always summer, except I'm signed up for RAAM again, and I don't know how my work would feel with me taking that much time off... Then again doing this is important enough that I'd quit.
Which leads onto work, I've considered going back delivering, but even being over the whole getting robbed thing, I keep coming back to the realization that I was paying over $100/month in gas for my little car, where as if I was a shift-manager I could ride my bike to work (yay!).
So when I get back from break/cut my losses on this trip(please don't make me do this :( ), I'm going to talk to my boss about where I can put my bike, and finish up training for the shift-manager position. :D
Which leads on to what I've been doing at home, a lot of World of Warcraft (hehe), and some C++/C# programming for network communication for server/client stuff, packet structuring is interesting to say the least especially for complex variable sized packets, grr. In the end it's going to turn into a piece of software this place at my stepdad may need, right now I'm just working on core components and a proof of concept.
Also guild drama which hopefully is over before I have to put my foot down (Guild officer, kinda second in command). Though I feel kind of left out of whats been going on with the guild because I didn't play much till my break from work, but I'm back into raiding Kara and grinding rep.
My dentist trip was extremely fruitful for me. My wisdom teeth aren't the cause of my headaches, but apparently TMJ, which means I probably need a splint to realign my jaw. Dentist says it's a good chance I've always had this since a kid, and that my bicycle accident could have made it worse (explaining the worse headaches I've experienced since said accident), so he told me to sit on the info, judge how much the symptoms affect my life, and get back to him.
Also obviously, my sleep cycle sucks, I'm going to bed soon.
As of a few days ago it occurred to me, the biggest lost that was taken from me, my spring trip to go see someone extremely important to me, a trip I've been wanting to take for over a year. I have no cards, hence I can't get a plane ticket, I have no ID, which means getting on a plane is the hugest pain in the ass. I got homework done early (two weeks early, as to be able to take an extra week after spring break off to avoid high airfares), prepared for the midterm which is Monday, and cleared it all with work (semi-difficult) and family (semi-nerve racking).
Then again, the more I sit on this idea, the more I see I may be able to salvage it and go anyway, so my spring may not be blown. At first I thought I couldn't get on without an ID, but apparently there is a way to get on, just be prepared to show up at the airport another hour or two early (I'd do this in a heartbeat). Also all worries about things going on have been cleared along the lines of "regardless of what's going on, you're ok to visit". The stress has put me more on edge than I should be, but this time visiting has been interrupted I truly felt like the world is just out to interrupt this.
Then again, there is always summer, except I'm signed up for RAAM again, and I don't know how my work would feel with me taking that much time off... Then again doing this is important enough that I'd quit.
Which leads onto work, I've considered going back delivering, but even being over the whole getting robbed thing, I keep coming back to the realization that I was paying over $100/month in gas for my little car, where as if I was a shift-manager I could ride my bike to work (yay!).
So when I get back from break/cut my losses on this trip(please don't make me do this :( ), I'm going to talk to my boss about where I can put my bike, and finish up training for the shift-manager position. :D
Which leads on to what I've been doing at home, a lot of World of Warcraft (hehe), and some C++/C# programming for network communication for server/client stuff, packet structuring is interesting to say the least especially for complex variable sized packets, grr. In the end it's going to turn into a piece of software this place at my stepdad may need, right now I'm just working on core components and a proof of concept.
Also guild drama which hopefully is over before I have to put my foot down (Guild officer, kinda second in command). Though I feel kind of left out of whats been going on with the guild because I didn't play much till my break from work, but I'm back into raiding Kara and grinding rep.
My dentist trip was extremely fruitful for me. My wisdom teeth aren't the cause of my headaches, but apparently TMJ, which means I probably need a splint to realign my jaw. Dentist says it's a good chance I've always had this since a kid, and that my bicycle accident could have made it worse (explaining the worse headaches I've experienced since said accident), so he told me to sit on the info, judge how much the symptoms affect my life, and get back to him.
Also obviously, my sleep cycle sucks, I'm going to bed soon.