mi vida
i've been in a very commenty kinda mood the past 30 minutes or so. but now it's kinda over. if you didn't get a comment from me, maybe it's because you suck. or maybe it's because what you had to talk/bitch/complain about did not interest me. or maybe it's a combination of the two.
i don't think i've updated for awhile. i don't even notice when i don't update. if you don't know what's going on in my life, then either you don't care or we just can't have an actual relationship beyond the internet.
livejournal has begun to bore me. same with myspace kinda. i mean, i still want to one day have like 500 friends, only because i'm that big of a loser. but like, it doesn't have the same effect on me it once did. i'm still an addict, i will admit to that, but it's not the same kind of addiction. it's like, i don't even know. why don't i stop there? i think i will about that.
i think i once mentioned that jd and i are back together. if you didn't know that before, then you do now. i'm not entirely comfortable telling everyone what went on with our one week break up, so i will not post it. mainly because it's none of your business, but also because i just don't trust you. basic story is he was an ass, i was a slut, we got over it, we're back together. YAY short stories. but yes, we are back together, and i personally think it's so much better now. i think that with our week off from each other we learned a lot and grew and now we're much more honest and comfortable then we were before. we just don't have anything to hide. i mean, everyone has skeletons in their closet, but one day they will be set free. i just gotta remember to never bring up babies or pregnancy around him lol. cuz he really doesn't want one and while i do really want one, i know i'm not ready for it and i refuse to force him into something that he's so against. and i'm not gonna be a bitch and like, poke holes in the condom or stop taking my birth control. that is so fucked up i can't even imagine doing something like that. and besides, bc is fuckin awesome for my period and it's just finally getting regular so i'm not about to stop taking that. i have forgotten to take the pill once or twice, but that's what the morning after pill is for. he does get moody sometimes, but so do i. i can tell better now when he's in his "asshole mode" so i can just avoid him for awhile til he calls me lol. but omg, i'm so happy with him. i'm so happy we worked everything out.
that's basically my story. hope you enjoyed.
i don't think i've updated for awhile. i don't even notice when i don't update. if you don't know what's going on in my life, then either you don't care or we just can't have an actual relationship beyond the internet.
livejournal has begun to bore me. same with myspace kinda. i mean, i still want to one day have like 500 friends, only because i'm that big of a loser. but like, it doesn't have the same effect on me it once did. i'm still an addict, i will admit to that, but it's not the same kind of addiction. it's like, i don't even know. why don't i stop there? i think i will about that.
i think i once mentioned that jd and i are back together. if you didn't know that before, then you do now. i'm not entirely comfortable telling everyone what went on with our one week break up, so i will not post it. mainly because it's none of your business, but also because i just don't trust you. basic story is he was an ass, i was a slut, we got over it, we're back together. YAY short stories. but yes, we are back together, and i personally think it's so much better now. i think that with our week off from each other we learned a lot and grew and now we're much more honest and comfortable then we were before. we just don't have anything to hide. i mean, everyone has skeletons in their closet, but one day they will be set free. i just gotta remember to never bring up babies or pregnancy around him lol. cuz he really doesn't want one and while i do really want one, i know i'm not ready for it and i refuse to force him into something that he's so against. and i'm not gonna be a bitch and like, poke holes in the condom or stop taking my birth control. that is so fucked up i can't even imagine doing something like that. and besides, bc is fuckin awesome for my period and it's just finally getting regular so i'm not about to stop taking that. i have forgotten to take the pill once or twice, but that's what the morning after pill is for. he does get moody sometimes, but so do i. i can tell better now when he's in his "asshole mode" so i can just avoid him for awhile til he calls me lol. but omg, i'm so happy with him. i'm so happy we worked everything out.
that's basically my story. hope you enjoyed.