It's about time

Dec 13, 2004 19:35

The last time I logged in and posted was the last time I was able to get in here until right this moment. Makes me glad I stuck with a free account. I almost paid for this but no way would I now.
The Altered Tote came back to me and Brunahildm was the winner of the drawing so I'll be popping it into the mail to her this week.

I finally got a deco from my deco round robin to work in. People have been flaky at best but it seems like it's finally moving along again. The theme is tropical. My page is a different twist on tropical ut I just wasn't feeling the mood for the usual tropical delights. It's drying as we speak so I'll scan it tomorrow or the next day.

Still haven't gotten a Faux Art bottle and I suspect i never will. Its always a risk to host a make one pass one kind of lmao. People are just so shitty about it for some reason. They love to get stuff but they dont want to do their part. It's cool to be late as long as you say something but dont lie about it. I have another situation like that. First it was, "Oops I forgot to mail it. It'll go out first thing on my way to work" and then, "Oh it's almost done and I'l mail it this week" then, "I haven't had a chance to make it yet. Sorry". Why lie in the first place? I mean come on. You were going to mail it months ago and now suddenly it hasnt been made? What were you going to mail months ago then? Your hopes and dreams? A drawing of what you were supposed to make? What? I confess I have been shitty with time lines and late on three or so things in the last few months but not once have I lied about it. What would be the point? I just don't get it.

Anyway..... my longest commitment is for the Miedo la Oscuridad RR and I plan to see it through. Other than that I don't think I'll sign up for anything for awhile unless it's super simple like a postcard or something. I've just lost my oomph all together. People want dolls and I can't even force myself to sew the basic forms much less worry about painting and embellishments. It's all I can do to make something that looks halfway decent anymore. I don't know why things have changed so drastically but they have and there doesn't seem to be anything I can do about it. I keep hoping it will come back but I can't try to force it anymore. I need to just chill and not worry about anything for awhile.
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