ugh...school
I know it's normal to not know what you want to do with your life, but i'm getting really pissed off at being that person. I want to be able to know what i want to do. I know what i want to do, and that is to do everything. Sadly there isn't enough time to do it all. Ray kinda got me upset when we went to get my classes. He kept pounding it into my head that i SHOULD know what i want to do, and kept asking "don't you know what you want to do?" and "why don't you know what you want to do?" HOW THE FUCK SHOULD I KNOW! Throughout the whole process i was put on the spot. I do NOT want to do what other people think i should do. I want to do everything on my own and it's kinda hard when you have someone within 3ft telling you and suggesting 24/7 of how you can better yourself. It's nice to have open options, but i'd like to discover them myself. So i took a few shitty classes and got it over with. I feel relieved, yet there is still the thought of what I'm going to do after i graduate, and how I'm going to be prepared. Fuck it...whatever.
last night i helped Donna cook up some pork and green beans and mac and cheese. *drool* i think there's leftovers :D I'm going to Tucson this weekend to see Rochelle and Mike. I owe her Thai food. *drools again*
someone come over and play with me. I'm bored.
last night i helped Donna cook up some pork and green beans and mac and cheese. *drool* i think there's leftovers :D I'm going to Tucson this weekend to see Rochelle and Mike. I owe her Thai food. *drools again*
someone come over and play with me. I'm bored.