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I'm getting ready for the big test. Tonight I left one of my co-workers in the labyrinth of my easy-offended mind, and I really don't care what he thinks. Coming up I'll know whether or not I've got HIV... What if I do? What if I'm one of those men who got it from a kiss, or got it from a blow-job, or anything at all? What if I test positive, and my next move is a move away, onto a frontier where I can't disappoint the people in my family, and can't bring them down with me?
Sometimes I want to leave my family behind forever. Isn't orphanage a blessing, in the end?
Ah, anyhow. Please hope that I'm HIV negative. I will post the results when they come back to me, for good or ill.
Sometimes I want to leave my family behind forever. Isn't orphanage a blessing, in the end?
Ah, anyhow. Please hope that I'm HIV negative. I will post the results when they come back to me, for good or ill.