Sep 07, 2003 12:40
so i woke up incredibly sad today...like how i go through 234576 stages a day....its been 2 weeks... one since i saw him. and i bet u i know exactly wut hes doing now.. hes getting ready for the first nfl football game of the season... sept 7...he is prolly gonna be home watching.. then off to barry it is... im pathetic i know.. i misss him.. i miss him.. and im going crazy right now..ive gotten better at the stalker thing...sometimes im good.. schools is good for me. it distracts me.. other times im just so alone...
on another note i just wanna say how much i love my lil jordan... jordan im behind u 100%... u know im always here for u... the school system is such bullshit.. i love u for standing up for wut u believe in...
oh yah btw i just wanna let everyone know that im officially dying of sexual frusteration...im going through withdrawal or something...but of cours theres no one else i can picture myself even doing ne thing with...
oh and to mmake things worse last nite suked incredibly... kegger was ughh.. i hate getto guys who act like theyre hard and fuk shit up.. we shoulda just all stayed at one house and watched the game...its wut we focused on the whole night in my car...man i shoulda been there... well atleast friday was pretty ok..i was satisfied.. some sexual tension with the ex him...danced.. lots of ppl to look at.. yay to college.. ok well im off