this is how i'll dance when they try to take me down
I find it amazingly...something...that I cannot talk about certain things with people (the only ones that count are unavailable). Ex-boyfriend wants to have a "dialogue" next week after basically telling me to vanish for weeks. I'm mostly just pissed. I'm happy. I'm in love. In fact, if this keep going like it has it's at the point that I'd be massively sad to leave town. And now ex bf, who called me at some ungodly hour to tell me to "I didn't stop liking you, but I want you to stop talking to me or walking in my hall" wants to chat. I sincerely hope that he isn't going to try and ask me to date him again. Because that is a no. It wasn't a relationship that I was prepared to see at long-term anyway. There were too many important differences for it to ever be super serious.
New boyfriend, however, makes me want to say "marry me now". In fact, I have to stop myself from saying it a la "Sabrina" where Greg Kinnear and Lauren Holly are at the hospital and he says "god, you're easy on me" and she says "okay, then why don't you marry me" and he gives her this LOOK and you can see this wash of emotion cross his face and he looks her in the eye and says "okay, why don't I"? It's probably my favorite proposal scene ever.
So I might be a little more of a romantic than I thought. And who knows if this current relationship will actually last? I'm pretty much in the "honeymoon" phase still. And despite his crappy work schedule, he makes an effort to get home to see me.
I just don't understand...things were going so well after the break up. We were talking, hanging out, and occasionally doing the friends with benefit thing. We had agreed that if we started dating someone else, we'd stop. And Dan finally asked me out so I told J. and he seemed okay. Clearly it was lie. Once I started seeing someone else seriously it was like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. He stopped talking to me. Apparently he was down with an amicable breakup only if I wasn't seeing someone else. Which, bullshit.
I swear, if he tries to guilt trip me, I will hit someone very very hard.
// baby we're going down swinging
New boyfriend, however, makes me want to say "marry me now". In fact, I have to stop myself from saying it a la "Sabrina" where Greg Kinnear and Lauren Holly are at the hospital and he says "god, you're easy on me" and she says "okay, then why don't you marry me" and he gives her this LOOK and you can see this wash of emotion cross his face and he looks her in the eye and says "okay, why don't I"? It's probably my favorite proposal scene ever.
So I might be a little more of a romantic than I thought. And who knows if this current relationship will actually last? I'm pretty much in the "honeymoon" phase still. And despite his crappy work schedule, he makes an effort to get home to see me.
I just don't understand...things were going so well after the break up. We were talking, hanging out, and occasionally doing the friends with benefit thing. We had agreed that if we started dating someone else, we'd stop. And Dan finally asked me out so I told J. and he seemed okay. Clearly it was lie. Once I started seeing someone else seriously it was like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. He stopped talking to me. Apparently he was down with an amicable breakup only if I wasn't seeing someone else. Which, bullshit.
I swear, if he tries to guilt trip me, I will hit someone very very hard.
// baby we're going down swinging