What a shitty night.

[montenagler]

I had the most unbelievable night last night. Not in a good way though. In a "I'm fearing my life" kind of way. I was so incredibly sick I thought I was going to die.

I was talking to Michael last night. I asked him when he's going to university. 20th of this month. I kind of knew that by him leaving I wouldn't be able to talk to him as much but I

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[montenagler]

hm.. no I take no offense to that, don't worry Geena. I know I'm stupid for letting it all get to my head, but sometimes it's hard to help. I'm trying to let it go and I'll get my mind on other things and hopefully after awhile things won't feel so bad but right now my heart is aching and it's just hard to feel good about myself. I'm going around giving people my little "cheer up" picture, when I need it too. wtf. I'm nuts.