GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR (profanity warning)

[montegris]

So I´m fucking pissed off. I´m more fucking pissed of that I´ve been in goddamn years. I am now convinced of the world´s ungratefulness and of the fact that the more selfish you are in this shit of a life we´re given, the best of you, and the less they´ll fuck you over. Today, I had a fight with Mia. The why of the fight is irrelevant, at this point. I just found it goddamn funny, fucking funny, hells, funny as a leper playing guitar and inventing mincemeat, that she thought that I was pushing her away, me, that has been more patient with her than anybody else she´s met online ever, that have forgiven her even when she´s told me to fuck off, no matter what she did, I kept forgiving her, and trying to help her cheer up... And now I am pushing her away? But no, wait, it´s all a contrived plan on my side to marry her, because, obviously, that´s the logical thing to do when you live ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FUCKING RETARDED PLANET. This, though, stems from me being nice, and trying to defend her, and when I need some way to prove those who badmouth her wrong, she just tells me that I´m a bad friend for not just trusting her on her word. Well, you know what? FUCK YOU! You want to make me look like the bad guy? Go ahead, I couldn´t care less anymore! You wanna be lonely and without friends all your fucking life? Push them away like you pushed me! God, go to hell, for all I fucking care right now!
If you decide to get a grip on how life works, and realize what friendship means, let me know. Otherwise, you´re dead to me.