Baby smiles, and other stuff
This post is gonna be weird, I guess... But we´ll see...
Today, as I was walking down the street, I saw a really cute baby. I smiled at her, and waved, and she looked at me with her huge brown eyes, and smiled a bit, then kept looking at me as I was leaving... That made me smile broadly, and that smile stayed there for about a minute... Just the smile of a baby was enough to cheer me up more than a hundred parties could... Aren´t children magical?
On a darker note, I have been having arguments with some friends lately, and I hate it. I can´t help it, it gets to me and makes me so pissed off I wanna send everyone to hell for a while, so I can be alone.
This kinda touches with something that´s been going around my head lately, and that is that I don´t really feel like ST´ing much... I can do it, I´m not burnt out, but I´m tired of dealing with the politics and OOC bickering going on... I have arguments with players or ST´s every single fucking day, and, unlike in BC, there are other people who can take care of the game, plus many of the players aren´t really my friends, so I don´t feel the need to get involved with them. I don´t think I´ll be quitting ST´ing, cos I don´t feel uncomfortable doing it... It would be a matter of leaving my online friends for a while altogether... I don´t think I need a break, it´s more like I need a break from bullshit. I got the feeling I don´t make any sense, but... That´s what this is for.
Today, as I was walking down the street, I saw a really cute baby. I smiled at her, and waved, and she looked at me with her huge brown eyes, and smiled a bit, then kept looking at me as I was leaving... That made me smile broadly, and that smile stayed there for about a minute... Just the smile of a baby was enough to cheer me up more than a hundred parties could... Aren´t children magical?
On a darker note, I have been having arguments with some friends lately, and I hate it. I can´t help it, it gets to me and makes me so pissed off I wanna send everyone to hell for a while, so I can be alone.
This kinda touches with something that´s been going around my head lately, and that is that I don´t really feel like ST´ing much... I can do it, I´m not burnt out, but I´m tired of dealing with the politics and OOC bickering going on... I have arguments with players or ST´s every single fucking day, and, unlike in BC, there are other people who can take care of the game, plus many of the players aren´t really my friends, so I don´t feel the need to get involved with them. I don´t think I´ll be quitting ST´ing, cos I don´t feel uncomfortable doing it... It would be a matter of leaving my online friends for a while altogether... I don´t think I need a break, it´s more like I need a break from bullshit. I got the feeling I don´t make any sense, but... That´s what this is for.