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Apparently, I'm full of shit about being a lesbian. One comment was that my saying I was a lesbian was like a girl claiming she is saving her virginity for marriage then letting her boyfriend ream her in the ass. i try not to let it get to me when others say I'm not who I say I am, just ignorant people, right? But when it's preety much everyone you meet or know, it gets harder to not last out. Why do I have to proove that I prefer women to men? Why can't I be a lesbian if my fuck-buddy is a guy? Why does screwing him now, change my entire identity indefinitely? I try to explain it all. I want women, I just haven't found a girl I like. He's a lot of fun, so why ditch him because he has a dick. I've had opportunities to be with other women, but they weren't what I wanted. But it's all in vain. I still get "you're either bi or a confused straight girl." GRRRRRR It's gotten me so upset I cried and now I'm posting in livejournal. I'm never this messed up.
Who do I need to fuck to get everyone to shut the hell up?!
Who do I need to fuck to get everyone to shut the hell up?!