Dec 02, 2003 03:46
I haven't seen him for months now... three months, yet it seems like ages since we last saw each other. Though I talked to him yesterday, I feel even worst, because the chance was solicited. Seems like I am flying to nowhere. Shivering while hearing his voice, once again...
I can still remember the very last time I was with him. We shared our worries, yearnings, aspirations, and simple fancies in the dark and serene night in UP. At that very moment, I feel like I am complete, having him around.
His comforting presence was enough to lighten up my so weak and thwarted feeling. Though, was disheartened with my life’s going on, he just simply held me tight and made me see things to fly so light.
That’s one of the greatest moments that ever happened into my life that surely will never be forgotten.
The last thing I remembered doing was to kissed him back goodbye.
I never thought that that very kiss would be the last.
*sigh* Memories... those are all I have now. The chances that we'll see each other again in the near future are slim. Probably, only if I were to give the first shot.
........................................................Yet, he had heightened my stumped feeling... when he was no longer around.
And now, for three months time of denial, I find myself lost.
I tried to be the tough woman that was. But still, im at lost.