Feb 18, 2004 11:08
Amy - sitting here having a coffee made me think of her
Amy - I will think about Amy once in a while but I guess that could be normal.
Amy - She looked good sitting there with her feet up study.
Amy - I wanted to say Hi but I just left it alone and left.
Amy - I thought of Amy for a bit, nothing-bad just things she said to me.
Amy - One thing she told me was to work on my confidence in myself.
Amy - Then off to Starbucks to hang out for a little while
Amy - then to lunch and looking at my receipts I have eaten out
for the past two weeks, what a looser.
Amy - Well last night I had a dream about AMy and she was hurt.
Amy - I want to call her and see if she’s Ok.
Amy - After seeing here I went to 1 Mill Street
Amy - I did tell Brenda that we could meet up sometime this weekend for a drink.
Amy - Going on a first date, we now a little about each other
from chatting at night and working together but it is still going to be a little weird.
Amy - Am I the type to get married?
Amy - What is that all about?
Amy - Why do I always find the negative side to things?
Amy - But three different women in three days. What’s next?
Amy - ?????????????????But the big question is there life after death????????????????
Amy - Then we talk about Amy.
Amy - She’s a size 2 to a 4 and she’s 6 feet 125lbs.
Amy - But I put up with all her little quarks because I loved her.
Amy - But two weeks ago we went away and the next day she told me she needed time to her self.
Amy - So I think she just goes from man to man.
Amy - She wore a ring that she had from the guy who beet her up
Amy - Then I went out and got her a small diamond cocktail ring to wear.
Amy - She lost one of the diamonds that was in it.
Amy - I don’t ever think she thinks about me at all.
Amy - she is going for her PHD
Amy - Now i fell all alone, and I fell like I am going crazy.
Amy - last weekend she was talking in her sleep about someone name Ed.
Amy - But I still want her in my life and that's whats driving me crazy.