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It's tomorrow, after work. Mom and Tashia are meeting me at the clinic with Kitty. After that, I need to figure out where I'm going to bury him. Or see how much it is to have him cremated and spread his ashes somewhere. I dunno. I can't bury him at mom's, like I'd planned, because she is losing the house. So... I have to find somewhere that I can visit him, and... yeah.
*sigh* I know that this is for the best. Really, I do. He's in pain, he's not eating... it's his time. I understand this. Still, I have to silence a part of my brain that tells me I am killing him.
Ugh, my stomach is all in knots. I doubt I'll be able to sleep tonight.
*sigh* I know that this is for the best. Really, I do. He's in pain, he's not eating... it's his time. I understand this. Still, I have to silence a part of my brain that tells me I am killing him.
Ugh, my stomach is all in knots. I doubt I'll be able to sleep tonight.