Random crap on my mind
I've never been so physically and mentally exhausted. I'm not quite sure what it is. I think it is because i've had soo much on my mind.
I hate field hockey, i don't feel the same as i use to about it. Before, i loved the game, even with all the running and sweating, time lost, scars, and money lost. Now when i have to go to practice its like a punishment, the fun has been drained out of it. All we do is bullshit stuff and its like we start from square one all over again. I use to give it my all 24-7 but now i don't care. Coach messed up thats all i have to say. I bet you are saying "if you hate it, then quit" or "then why did you try-out" i'm not quite sure .
My summer is almost over. My summer consisted of hanging out, work and field hockey.A few of my friends left for college.I'm going to be a senior and then i'm going have to part from my best friends. I don't want to grow up. I don't like working, i like it when i can hang out with my friends all day long and no have to worry about having to work in the morning or worry about field hockey pract.the school is still holding my reportcard and sched. hostage till i turn it a stupid book. Life sucks.
if you read this, leave me some random comments, even if you don't know me or talk to me or wHatever. input is nice <3 thanks
I hate field hockey, i don't feel the same as i use to about it. Before, i loved the game, even with all the running and sweating, time lost, scars, and money lost. Now when i have to go to practice its like a punishment, the fun has been drained out of it. All we do is bullshit stuff and its like we start from square one all over again. I use to give it my all 24-7 but now i don't care. Coach messed up thats all i have to say. I bet you are saying "if you hate it, then quit" or "then why did you try-out" i'm not quite sure .
My summer is almost over. My summer consisted of hanging out, work and field hockey.A few of my friends left for college.I'm going to be a senior and then i'm going have to part from my best friends. I don't want to grow up. I don't like working, i like it when i can hang out with my friends all day long and no have to worry about having to work in the morning or worry about field hockey pract.the school is still holding my reportcard and sched. hostage till i turn it a stupid book. Life sucks.
if you read this, leave me some random comments, even if you don't know me or talk to me or wHatever. input is nice <3 thanks